Tuesday 20 July 2010

Inspiration

Inspiration.
It starts with a word, just one word, a fleeting thought maybe, and grows into so much more.
Accompanied by a feeling, that big things are about to happen, that starts slowly somewhere in ur chest, spraks its way down your spine to your toes, and grows and grows till it envelopes your body. Excitement builds like crescendo sound till youre ready to burst.
Its like a storm within you, raging and taking over anything it touches, taking control and precedence over every thought, trying to control every action.
Winds swirling, thoughts churling, images flashing...
and suddenly, theres a bolt of lightening and a calm of understanding washes over you, a clarity rarely found.
It ends with a word, just one word, which now means so much more.

Wednesday 7 April 2010

Exhaustion and the desire to write results in nothing of any significance...

Its been a while.
Not that anybody noticed.

Everything happens for a good reason. Everything happens for the better. That's what he said to me.
I chose to disagree. Life is not determined by someone/something sitting up on a pedestal choosing your path, deciding what is going to happen to you... There isn't an almighty watching your every move, deciding what obstacles get thrown your way, which one gets resolved and which one does not.
[Note: Im not disputing the fact that an Almighty exists. I am merely questioning your significance, is it really enough to warrant his/her/its attention.]
We're all just meandering along in a bunch of coincidences, calling it life, trying to make it worthwhile, trying to be significant.
Destiny is not in question here though. your coincidences will lead you to where you are meant to be. If you land up somewhere else, that's where you are meant to be. After all, its not like you know in advance where you are meant to be. Ergo, if you do not know where you are meant to be, how do you know if you got there?

To appropriately conclude: We are not controlled, our decisions take us where we should be. The world and time is a web of coincidence. And where you are right now.. its where your meant to be. Don't like it? Change it.

You know you can.