Wednesday 29 July 2009

At the crossroads.

The "Plan" was always to do brilliantly well in my boards, shock everyone I know with my sheer genius and ability to multi task, get into St. Stephens and then...
...
That's right.
I have no "and then..."
Nothing to complete the sentence with.
Its weird, I never thought I would say this, but being exactly where you want to be, isn't all that great.
I am EXACTLY where I planned to be today.
Today, I do not know what to do with myself, I have no goals, no ambition.

I leave the house, take a walk, meet my friends and come home.
I sit on my chair... and I wait...
I wait...
I wait for inspiration to strike, for an objective to materialize.
I scan the horizon for purpose and reason.
I wait.
I wait at the crossroads.